DAY 2

I was awaken by another phone call this morning (this time from someone I knew) and I admit I was a little mean on the phone. I was feeling groggy yet my friend wanted to talk so I let him =/ Anyway, my energy has been kind of low for the past month now so my doctor suggested that I get some blood work done tomorrow. Honestly, it's kind of a relief to go in for testing as there were several occasions when I would wonder if anything was wrong with me other than the usual. I've also started taking my vitamins and writing again. I just want to be how I used to be - motivated, determined and optimistic about everything in life - truly happy and smiling from the inside out.

During the past two nights, I've been dreaming of Korea and of Oppa~ I must really miss him. Sigh, but I'm really happy that I'll be seeing Beky and Resa very soon. I've been missing them a lot as well :(

Once again, I'd like to say that I'm thankful for all of you for being the caring, selfless and loving people you are. Sometimes I don't think I deserve it; I'm so lucky to have you all as friends. And to Jen, thank you for all your support and for being there every step of the way ♥